walking along darkness..

2010-03-09T20:10:00.003+08:00

i havent been blogging fr damn long... dont knw why just wanna throw it here i also dunno why am i crying while typing this... i feel so alone i knw i have her bt somehw sometimes its as though i cant feel her thr by my side... i talking nonsense i knw i really dunno wads going on in my head... i knw i dun wanna lose her yet i dun wanna nag all those shyt to her.... i really dunno wads i s wad nw... i dun even understand myself i cant expect her to understand me.... damn it all i feel like shouting it all out bt i cant seem to do so.... damn damn damn damn.....

ps xiaogui dun tell her abt it ok

2009-07-01T18:06:00.002+08:00

todae just realised one thing in my life todae ba.... its like suddenly when i wan to chat with someone i realise i gt no one to chat with.... i do have some frens bt we dun contact much at all its like once a yr or half a yr sth like that then chat over supper..... its like damn sian since sec sch i hardly hang out with my frens everydae after sch is str8 go hm cant even go out with them.... even if they ask me out my parents will lay rules restriction wadever on me to the extent my fren gave up calling me out cos i will like go out end up stay fr like 1hr go hm liao....... i totally like gt grounded end up having this loner personality in me..... whenever really got prob i end up throw punches on my cupboard or my pillow..... seriously dunno wad to do with it..... even till poly i still have that chain on me everytime curfew by 11 come hm or wadever even when i had a gf its still the same end up i had to always lie to them that i have project so i can stay out late overnight.... its nt like i wanna rebel against them its just damn sian you knw.... compared to my bro he has more freedom than me more life then me..... its like out of 10 times his frens ask him out that 10 times i will be hm rotting away...... somehw in ns life was better although alot shyt bt kept me occupied.... ask me gt a gf? lmao impossible i spent too much time at hm even if i go out i gt sian easily maybe cos use to being grounded at hm DAMN DAMN DAMN long.... even back then i had a gf i end up going out with her too much maybe cos i really hate staying at hm and i tot finally life will chng bt end up cosing one of the reason why relationship to die damn fast..... this 1 mth after ord frm ns seriously life is damn sian..... cant really think of anyone to call chat or wadever cos either too bz have other commitments or feel weird tryig to call them..... suan le ba this loner life its like drilled into me..... i knw excuses lame wadever.....

2009-06-18T12:16:00.001+08:00

lmao damn damn damn damn long nvr post le hahah cos nth to post -.- anyways just gt my uni reply le im offered a seat at smi bt i maybe dropping it cos of some finiacial difficulties ba means i will be enrolling fr nxt yr jan intake haiz sian dao bu de liao nw looking fr part time job till then sad man damn sad oh well off to sianz one corner liao zzzz ciaoz

2009-05-29T13:39:00.002+08:00

haha dae before went out with poly frens fr dinner over at youth park cos one of them just came back fr overseas so wanna meet up after so long haha
lmao had botak jons -.- damn filling after that went over to cine play l4d wtf man james like play l4d everydae whr to go wad to siam he also knw -.- zzzzz hes like a walking cheat
hmmm other then that nth much ba lazing ard playing mmorpg msn calling and chatting with fren on phone seriously my life is dead -.- damn wadever i go out gt lunch ciaoz~

2009-05-18T10:28:00.003+08:00

BORING -.- have been rotting at hm since ord nw waiting fr application results and part time jobs seriously nth to do nw -.- sianz sianz sianz reading manga watching movie animes rotting ard lying on my bed sianz lah -.- ......... wadever i go slp liao ciaoz~

2009-05-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

haha tml going back camp liao finally my off and leave spam finish -.- hmmm then this thurs going back to the dental clinic at AH to remove my stitches... hmmm wonder if i spelled it correct o.o last thurs just went over to frens bdae bbq at costal sand it was crazy lmao we had a blast great chalet dude ~ first night nth much ba just me and 3 other hunters farm on our psp until we zombie mode -.- frm like 11+ till nxt day 7+ 8 morning madness -.- then we went to knockout then cont' in the afternn agn hahah it was night then the real celebration begin it was really mad the bdae boy was made drunk and he shoot out alot shyt till we all listen until cannt tahan laughing really really enjoyed that night we even took video and pics hahah hmmm maybe ltr gt them frm my fren ba o.o

hmmm most likely im going part time job le ba uni application result nt here yet guess i will be going sim nxt yr ~ oh well till then work work work -.- wadever kk till here nxt time then ciaoz~ im bored -.-

2009-05-06T13:44:00.003+08:00

sianz ~ ytd just went to pluck my 2nd wisdom tooth wah this one cfm can feel the pain -.- while the doctor was drilling thru my tooth i can feel the pain even though she alrdy had numb my feelings with the previous 3 jabs bt halfway she gave me another jab cos i said i could feel the sensitivity while the drilling was on-going zzz more sian de is this tooth plucked liao i cant open my mouth that wide cos this tooth was nearer to joints of my jaws so whenever i open too wide i can feel the pain plus i cant laugh if i laugh also pain -.-wah sians lah

wootz countdown 6 more daes to ord shiok lah~ finally can gt out of that place haha

sianz this few days d/l movie watch until sianz le wanna go out bt cant who to go out with sia -.- zzzz wadever lah i go rest le lah last night of my tooth keep bleeding whole night i cant slp wth kk ciaoz ~

2009-05-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

sianz this entire just gaming gaming and more gaming wanna go out also cannt ask who sia all my frens in ns eitehr that or they hae other commitments sian dao bu de liao then nxt week gonna pull my 2nd wisdom tooth kaoz gonna bleed fr the whole dae agn -.- like that week can do wad sia freaking sianz ~~~~ maybe go out watching on my own o.o -.- wadever anywaes xiaogui baka gd luck fr your mid exams nxt week jy ~

haiz go rot liao lah ciaoz~

2009-04-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

wahhaha haven blogged fr some time hmmm recently just went to pluck my wisdom tooth last friday o.o wah damn bloody although it didnt hurt bt the pressure was real when the dentist was drilling my tooth into pieces, 4 pieces to be correct o.o

after the minor op i abit giddy frm the jab she gave me earlier on -.- my mouth keep bleeding until at night -.- wah eat meals very hard -.- need chew on the other side plus still need take pain killer and antibiotics and mouth wash nw my mouth cant taste anything frm the med -.-
anywaes this thursdae will be going back to remove my sitiches o.o wonder if i spelled it correctly o.o wadever going back to bed first chat ltr dunno wad to type also nth happen this few daes boring boring boring -.- i wanna go out bt no one to go out with -.- wadever ciaoz~

2009-04-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

haha frm left ~ my youngest baby niece aeriel, my 2nd cousin, jas,my bro, joelle

hmmm my eldest cousin and his wife with their two daugthers haha jas and joelle =)

my family including my fav dog pepi o.o hahah he staring at the cake o.O

haha snatching fr the ice cream o.o

LMAO they look the same no? o.o

haha went over to my cousin's hse to celebrate my niece, jas and my bro bdae since both of them share the same bdae o.o haha went over had bbq
helped with the bbq -.- the smoke keep blowing into my direction even when i blow it the other way choking me -.- haha best part of the bbq was the marshmallows crispy on the outside super creamy on the inside haha the outer crisp tasted like candy floss o.o

after that went over the playground to play with my nieces -.- knocked my head against the bar -.- i one corner rubbing my head my nieces all laughing away ~ alright alright after that we went up to cut the cake o.o
haha the cake frm swensens ICE CREAM CAKE o.o real ice cream
tasted real nice =) a long night damn tiring sia o.o my nieces went to open up their presents
lmao well they really liked it alot esp joelle hhaha skipping ard with it smiling telling everyone wad her present was hahah

hmmm after that went hm le knockout -.- haha kkz till nxt time ciaoz ~

~darkness over light~

2009-04-11T02:07:00.003+08:00

haha here here gt upload de lah just that slow -.-

i so alone in one corner de o.o

haha -.- dunno why you play with your hair also -.-

-.- who put the shyt thr de ...

ok i knw lame with the smoking thing -.-

hahah only gt these few cos the rest you and baka took o.o you wan you pass me i help you scan le post here you lai copy lo o.o
dun ask why the pics end up like this my scanner auto-crop out de -.-

2009-04-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

woooo the long wait is over ~ time to slack hahah ytd celebrate baka's bdae before that me and xiaogui went vivo shop fr bdae presents lmao xiaogui buy mostly all watches and a massager fr herself o.o hahah then went over pasir ris to look fr baka =) happy bdae girl haha stay yourself whether playful and mature you are you hahah hope you liked the cake x.x

hmmm abit sianz plus nt feeling well shall stop here ba o.o ciaoz till nxt time ~

2009-03-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm last week outfield this week will be in tekong till ard thursday evening then back haha final week chiong ba o.o then clr my offs and leaves 2 weeks ltr woohoo~

hmmm asked xiaogui pei me go out this coming weekend to gt presnt fr my nieces bdae cos i dunno wad to gt fr them o.o hopefully she still rmb ba hahah x.x dunno why abit sian this week dunno ba just sth inside wadever ~ gonna ord soon yesh ~ hopefully can ord peacefully ~ hahah

kkz nth much ba o.o lazy to type lmao kkz ciaoz~

2009-03-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

ytd went with frens to watch mall cop actually plaanned to watch departure bt it left only one row left front row some more -.- so end up watch mall cop o.o lmao alright it was funny bt still
kena lame at some parts overall nt a bad movie o.o haha ytd was also my niece joelle bdae haha my elder niece sms in the morning just to tell me ytd was joelle's bdae when i called she didnt wanna ans my call call jas say joelle shy -.- lmao always kick me bully me call shy haha oh well
happy 7th bdae joelle =)

then todae celebrate my bro's lunar bdae in the chinese calendar o.o lmoa my dad brough a cake haha nt bad hmmm nth much other then that i guess hahah kkz back to games and anime ciaoz~

~as long im able to be thr fr you its gd enough~

2009-03-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

woohoo soon to ord soon soon haha alrdy plan fr my offs and leaves liao one short clear ahaha
hmmm nw waiting fr application result fr my uni hopefully all goes well and i can enroll
into uni x.x

haha anyways xiaogui nt everything is that easy de ba haha maybe nxt time tell you abt it ba
bt it will nt be soon ba hahah hmmm going out tml that is if they can cfm place and time by tonight -.- if nt dun have ba lmao kkz i go slp le nt much slp during this week outfield stupid sand flies and mozzies -.-ciaoz~

darkness and light

2009-03-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

suddenly just thought abt sth my fren said to me just yst ba hmmm that my life is kinda filled with darkness.... hahah then that sentence back me back to then when another told me that even though we were frens fr so long hanging out tgt and stuff bt nvr really knw much abt me cos i dont open up to anyone as if thr was a wall thr in front stopping everything frm coming out wadever they knw were just the surface of wad i m... wad lies deep inside of me i also dunno or rather till nw no one has ever brought it out of me.... nvr talking abt it maybe no one really asked those qn or i have been avoiding ba.... i guess my ex knw that maybe that was why we break? cos i knw her inside out bt whenever she try stepping into my heart she was lock out too..... funny she was my gf then bt she was locked out of my heart whenever she try to knw me more than just me on the surface.... i really wish i could let her in really bt i dunno why it just shuts her out... it hurts me alot when she broke up with me although partially was cos she could nt let go her ex bt i guess i play a part too shutting her out of my heart i knw it hurted her even though she nvr tell me bt i can tell yet i didnt do anything abt it im a failure..... i thought showering her with lots of loves and attention will do it bt i guess its nt enough.... wad she really wan was someone who can let her be herself someone whom can nt only let her be happy bt someone who let her feels comfortable in his arms...... adeline... girl i miss you so bt i knw by letting you go you can be yourself you can be happy.... i will be happy too.. those happy times always bring a smile on my face whenever im down... thx fr showing me such a colorful life....

lmao kinda side tracking all ard....

hmm my darkness? i realise whenever i like someone so hard so much i wld decide to give up just like that cos i knw it was impossible or when she has someone she likes... i gave up instead just wishing as long as i can be by her side it is more than enough fr me bt knwing that.... still hurts alot inside.... im like trying to "kill" myself frm the inside.... sounds stupid i knw bt i guess this is just me..... hahah if i were given a chance i wld like to say i love you that girl right nw wadever ba.... as long as she is happy i will be happy too ba.....

somehw wadever shyt thr is or wadever darkness i have.. it will just be buried inside nvr to see light maybe just waiting fr someone to bring it out of me ba....

~walking along my darkness, its my life~

happy

2009-03-14T13:13:00.003+08:00

another boring week back in camp best of out field raining wah thats the most sian of the sianz
well at least i gt to drive the jeep ard during the ground orientation fr the trainees if nt after i ord no more chance le hahah lmao out field use trash bag as ground sheet and slp -.- bo bian ground wet cant just dump all my stuff and slp on it like that

oh well all well ends well hahah soon soon one mth + more till ord cant wait plus my application fr my uni will be out by mid april hopefully can gt in if nt hmmm SIM or NAFA lo bt if so sem will start nxt yr liao oh well work part time lo if like that till then

today nth much ba spamming on my bro laptop cos my desktop still under repair till nxt week haha downloading some games so i play till then if nt bored lah rot at hm no one wanna go out plus those i wanna ask er abit impossible ba they have their frens as well de mah hahahah see im gd o.o lmao

thx xiao gui fr that sms and anytime you need someone i will be here de hahah =)

kkz back to watching my anime and manga ciaoz~

~waking along my darkness, its my life~

wad do i do

2009-03-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

btw my com will be down fr two weeks im using my bro laptop so in case i dun blog fr some time
means hes an arse hole hahah

kk requested by xiao gui

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did that happen to you?".
3. Tag 10 friends. *(eh dun knw who gt blog plus nvr linked them so ah well o.o)
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
use water spray at it and see wad happens to it o.o evil i knw -.-

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
sing along with it softly...

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
erm... hi.. how are you lately?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
dun really care they have their likings i have mine o.o its freedom o.o

5. What do you do if you trip and fall in front of many people?
act retarded stand and walk away smiling like an idiot -.-

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes.
heck care o.o tell my teacher i will hand in tml if nt say i frgt to do o.o wad else

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
end it straight just carry on walking o.o

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
pick it up and hang it in the laundry to dry o.o

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
its a dumb quiz -.- dun believe unless i heard it frm my frens

10. Your friends gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
yea i do o.o

11. (Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
hey receiving a gift is alrdy gd wad else do i wan

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
you gt to be jking she must be staring at another guy behind me just go to slp x.x

long quiz no? -.- hahaha

snakes

2009-03-01T15:21:00.002+08:00

sianz ytd sat duty kaoz well at least i gt to take off on monday till wed
rotting at hm ba -.- nth much happen just that friday went chasing after a snake trying to catch it -.- fr wad ? to show the trainees hw to skin a live snake bt too bad snake too small and its
a norm tree snake o.o fr those who didnt knw might have though it was a poisonous snake
cos of its close to shape like triangle head and rather shiny luminous skin

did you knw that fr black or dull colour snakes the duller the darker its colour the more poisonous it is? and fr green snakes the more brighter the more luminous its green is its more
poisonous o.o lmao

hmmm BORED !!! wadever i think i go slp le ba nth to do -.- ciaoz~

dark

2009-02-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

just read...

if you really like someone alot... dun force it or push it away denying it will only hurt you more...
ya sometimes you realise the person whom you liked starts showing who he really is...
a jerk.. an asshole... and that he likes someone else you start forcing yourself to frgt abt him... to lye to yourself hurts...
in turn someone or friend who cares will also be sad... knwing that you are hurting inside nt being able to help... all i can do is write out in this post cos i dun knw wad to say to you over the phone hearing you so sian so hurt inside... all you can do is just accept that you like him...
if you like him means you like him thrs is no.... i wish i hate him i wish this and that... its the fact..

maybe im just saying too much... bt hanging out with your frens... do more things to occupy yourself.. maybe finding a fren to confine in will make you feel better or maybe yet find another guy... stop hurting yourself this way...

~~~walking along my darkness with the pain it brings me nvr being able to say i luv you, that is hw it shld be, its my life~~~

drinking

2009-02-20T00:30:00.005+08:00

this week totally on off haha bt gt nth to do so rotting at hm -.- tuesday went back camp to take my 2nd yr ippt test if nt i cant ord lmao

well im lazy -.- i aim to pass only even though i can gt a silver or maybe a gold
all my stations were like fr shuttle run 9.5 secs SBJ 234 sit-ups 41 2.4 10.03 mins
bt my chin-up i do 6.. best off i wasnt strugling or kicking i did the standard over garf pull
bt then i let go after 6 didnt even attempt to do more my officers were like wtf go pull agn
-.- dun wan lah i aim to pass means i pass can le dun care abt anything else

this few days keep chionging rappelz my guild was like eh lazy go change name to hardworking lah cos i frm lv53 3 days chiong to lv62 plus OB my pet lv60 +10 cos 1lv nw need abt 3 ~ 4hrs
to lv so its like half a day zombie all the way -.- haha no lah nt chionging lah just that i wanna
keep my mind off things this few days... dun wanna talk abt it wunt change a thing anyways...

haha btw baka if you like that guy go hint him lah so wad if that girl is close to that guy you also gt chat with him sms him after sch mah you and him also close mah if you decide to do le just go do it dun ltr in the end regret then hide one corner cry or emo haha and xiao gui if you like him means like him lah -.- gogo jy lah you two gui ling jing haha ciaoz~ going out gt myself a drink..

~walking along my darkness~

her

2009-02-16T07:25:00.008+08:00

time kinda flies fast i guess.. thx fr ytd i really enjoyed it although you guys were the one enjoying the most out of it right -.- kena zhen dao i cant laugh lmao bt really enjoyed it and thx fr the bday gift like it alot..

anyways woke up early cos i couldnt slp cos it has been inside of me fr a long time... feel like letting it out somewhr i decided here will be a gd place? pls do not attemp/try to read this part of the post cos i just wanna let it out somehr so i will feel better ba... i will appreciate it thx...

i like her i really do bt i knw it was impossible i struggle to tell her afew times to tell her bt end up decided nt to in the end as i was afraid nt being able to chat with her agn... all i could do was was to be thr whenever she needed someone to be thr when shes sad to cheer her up... i knw its an impossible wish fr me to be with her thats why ytd those 3 wishes were fr her one wished to thr fr her no matter wad to be thr fr her when she needed someone two fr her to be always happy always smiling w/o any worries or problems and lastly fr her to find someone who wld cherish her love her always making her happy nvr to make her cry... really if i had the chance i wld tell her i like her bt i decided to bury it deep in me evn though it hurts i will just smile and walk on... wadever i wrote here will be left here nvr to be brough out of this blog... leaving it as it is... knwing its an impossible wish...

15

2009-02-15T08:57:00.003+08:00

hmmm ok

1. hmmm my zodiac rabbit horoscope aqua o.o

2. enjoys playing soccer and basketball with frens on weekends xP

3. rather others break their promises to me than the other way rd
cos i believe them nt to...

4. dun have much frens thats why i rot at hm most of the time.. sad no? lmao -.-

5. fights with my brother alot bt ends up being gd frens with him in the end o.o

6. love my dog =) i even tell him abt my troubles my feelings even though he dun understand -.-
bt somehw he wld just ly on me quietly licking my hand like consoling me... a great fren...

7. i enjoying buying those gundam models and fixed them up paint them it.. kinda takes my
mind off things sometimes >.<

8. besides my dog i have afew frens whom i talk to when i have troubles or
feeling down whether im bored or having problems at heart i will just call them.... thx..

9. sometimes i just feel like im nt who i m its like if i like a girl i wunt tell her if i hate a fren
i wunt tell him/them.... i just cant bring myself to do it cos they are my frens... unless...

10. haha nvr once did my wishes come true... nvr really believe in it ever since...

11. i enjoy sitting by the beach if i have the chance just to enjoy the breeze... it kinda makes you
feel relax... wadever troubles will just disappear during that period... relaxing... =)

12. likes reading comic bks/ manga and esp watching its anime
e.g bleach, naruto, one piece, etc xP

13. o.o

14. o.o

15. o.o

haha fill in the blanks when i knw myself more ba -.-

finally

2009-02-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

last week went over to mrs pang hse pai nian haha our ex class 4B at least 1/2 the class was thr
haha haven seen most of my frens since we grad or since our last visit during last yr cny
end up same old same old we gambled at mrs pang hse -.- we are a bunch of gamblers lmao
wadever stayed past till dinner then went back hm slack then on sunday after trg rush over to
my uncles hse cos it was my niece 2yr old bdae party reach thr damn tired end up kena bully
by my two playful nieces joelle and jas -.- i their unlce still bully me i feel useless dotz
this week till nxt week gonna be a long long week cos 8days outfiled really feel like banging wall
wadever damn it i hate ns -.-

FINALLY IM HM AFTER 8 DAYS OUTFIELD FINALLY !!!!
wah kao sianz lo fr the past 8 days cannt take it will go nuts tml take off liao then friday need go back agn -.- fr cohension run wth man if nt i taken a long weekend break liao nvm i will
clr my offs nxt week wahahah
anyways i go rest liao damn damn DAMN TIRED ltr then online ba ciaoz ~

wth

2009-01-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

haha last night had dinner at chevron it was a farewell dinner fr our CO and OC lmao per table was like $280 and we only paid like $10 each o.o best of our new CO gave us each ang bao woah !
haha he say its a tradition fr married families to give red packets to the younger ones lmao

damn tired -.- cos we ran like 4km plus fr ytd cohension run my leg cmi liao cos i sprint the last stretch nw my legs are sore then ltr still going over my former sec teacher hse pai nian
best of tml still need go back camp fr trg wah sian lah -.-
wtf am i going back to camp fr trg fr? ITS A SUNDAY LEH !!!! sianz lah then after that gt a long outfield trg fr ard 2 weeks -.- even more sianz wadever lah life sux gonna change le and gt rdy to go out le ciaoz~

2009-01-27T10:27:00.002+08:00

wahhah hcny !! ytd slp at 4am woke up 10+ thx to my dog jumping up and down on me -.-
dun knw which nut let him in agn -.- wadever then woke liao went towash up and ate breakfast
after that went to shower change into my cny clothes then went out to temple to pray
same old same old then went over to my cousins hse. over thr i kena bully by my three nieces -.-
all of them whack me with the pillows and kick me esp my 2nd youngest niece, joelle, the most playful one x.x wah pain leh she kick then i gtta piggyback her back and forth while my eldest niece, jas, keep pulling me ask me pei her play computer game o.o
wah tiring leh after dinner we went over to my aunts hse before going back hm.
reach hm ard 9+ 10 wait fr my ususal gang of frens to come over play cards and mahjiong
lmao they came over ard 11+ then we played cards whahahah finally this yr i win sia -.-
starting was winning $30+++ then lose agn cos that idiot mr MAH keep increasing his bet until i lose then he recoup back his money x.x
nvm last game i one short bet $20+ wahahah end up win back plus profit then went over to jalan kayu eat -.- came back damn tired liao 4+ am
ltr then upload some pics ba that is if i can find my data cable x.x lmao kkz ciaoz ~

cny

2009-01-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

this week 3 days outfield then back in camp slack liao hahha -.- nw here comes the sian part i need to sign 1206 damn it lah i need pay $259.47 fr the loss of stores. wtf man thoses also nt i draw the lo is the senior specs ask me go draw lo then they return to me that time alrdy the stores are loss fuck lah i gonna gt them to help me pay lo

then ytd half day cny celebration at the mess that idiot stanley win liao ppl "lao hei" is bring it up high high he go throw it at us -.- end up all of us need go washrm clean up shyt man lah plus lucky draw best 1st prise i-pod NANO !!!! wtf too bad none of us won it -.- wasted lah
after the celebration run hm liao lo if nt sure kena do shyt job clean up the mess de

hmm nth much le ba same old same old kkz ciaoz~

o.o

2009-01-24T09:29:00.005+08:00

requested by xiao gui lmao

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING

How do you feel today?
Tonight - FM Static
o.o

Whats your outlook on life?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
-.- wtf ?

What does your family think of you?
My Wish - Rascal Flatts
er no link o.o seriously

What do your friends think of you?
你最近还好吗 - s.h.e
fine i guess o.O

What do strangers think of you?
Easy(Feat. Bow Wow) - Paula DeAnda
er wad it means i dont knw o.o

Will you get married?
Holiday - Green Day
haha er lmao -.-

Are you good at school?
My Paper Heart - The All-American Rejects
no link o.o

Will you be successful?
Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C
o.o graduate frm wad? success? lmao

What song should they play on your birthday?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
kinda suits it somehow x.x

What song should they play on your graduation?
Valentine's Day - Linkin Park
no link lah o.o

The Soundtrack of your life?
Umbrella (Feat. Jay-Z) - Rihanna
lmao -.-

You and your friends are?
Jenny - The Click Five
lmao totally no link o.o

Happy times?
What I've Done - Linkin Park
yea wad have i done? o.o

Sad times?
回到过去 - 周杰伦
totally right on i guess =)

Every day?
Love you so - Natalie
totally no link eh? o.o

For tomorrow?
We Can Go Anywhere - Jesse McCartney
yup go anywhr everywhr >.<>.<

What song will they play at my funeral?
All Good Things Come to An End - Nelly Furtado
so true so true T.T

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
hmmmm dun knw wad it means o.o

What do i think of my current theme song is?
Believe me ft. Bobo and Styles - Fort Minor
...... dun knw lah -.-

O.O tiring you knw

wad the hell

2009-01-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

seriously mad at my own cousin wtf chase his parents out of the hse just cos my uncle doesnt wanna hand over his savings. best of my cousin's wife wanna have control of my uncle's money
reason? cos my aunt spents his money?
wtf is wrg with my aunt spending her own husband'smoney. more like she wans it fr herself. plus my aunt and uncle also help to contribute to the bills so wtf?? shyt her man end up chasing my uncle and aunt out of the hse. nw they are putting up at my other cousin's hse.
wad kind of son is he FUCK HIM _l_ damn if i was close to him i wld have went over and punch him straight in the face shyt man i cant believe i have a cousin like that wtf?
dun wanna care abt him waste of my time damn it if i ever see him agn seriously i might just punch him.

ANYWAYS shiok ytd gt to take day off cos our trg ended early on thursday haha slpt through the whole day
nice >.< hahah played rappelz the whole day ytd then watch anime at night o.o nth much ba
just another boring dae

today went over to vivo topman shop to collect my membership card plus a 10% percent voucher. saded lah the vest i wan to buy no more -.- so i went over to zara to take alook
manage to find one vest nt bad de and goes well with my cny clothes so ended up buying it o.o
after that went back lo nth to do. then at sengkang mrt i saw a back image very familiar de
look really like xiao gui sia o.o bt isnt her hahah

pray hard tml dun recieve any calls or sms if nt gt to bk in tml liao >.< hahah
kkz back to anime and msn o.o maybe some rappelz after that hahah -.- mad kkz ciaoz

first

2009-01-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

haha this is my first post in yr 09 -.- bored here anywaes one course just finished
and jumped right into another wah damn sian lah plus last week outfield came back
strain my foot nw like swelling when walking can feel like my joints grinding each other
the feeling very wah lau -.- sian went to see the doc he just gave me pain killer antibiotics
and some cream o.o GREAT -.- best of tonight still going back camp damn early wah sianz lah
i really wanna faster ORD lah damn sian leh ns

anywaes started playing rappelz agn bt this time is asia server hmm very long nvr play le
still nvr loose my touch on the game hahha just that some new interface updated in the game
haha wadever nw gt tyo go gt a haircut liao hair kinda long dun cut ltr sure gt extra plus
cny coming so might as well trim alittle ba kkz ciaoz~

welcome 2009

2008-12-31T20:48:00.002+08:00

haha half dae cos its new yr eve hmmm hahah this week outfield ate lots and lots of durains o.o
man the taste rocks whens in your mouth your tongue will go numb shiok >.<
haha the only sian thing i gt was mosquitoe bites on the finger which hurts the most -.-
hahah anywaes i will be rotting at hm tonight new yr eve rotting at hm sianz damn sianz
wadever kk ciaoz~

christmas..

2008-12-28T00:27:00.004+08:00

haha this week nth much same old same old in camp except wed went out to celebrate christmas with guild mates. haha at first was only afew ended up more showed up last minute o.o
well we watch bedtime story... hmmm... the movie was nt bad ?? some laughter bt at the same time so so i guess. i had to bring baka to cineleisure cos she dunno the way o.o
lmao after that panda also dunno hw to go haha both of them really laopo -.-
pass both of them their presents hahah hope they like it >.<
after the movie we went walking ard orchard road cos kara wated a santa hat o.o after we went hm frm thr and i accompany panda hm >.<
ahaha then ytd went over to plaza sing to pei panda have dinner ?? or was it lunch ?? o.o hahaha sianz tml going back camp on duty lah sianz oh well ciaoz need to catch some zzzzz~

another sian week..

2008-12-21T01:22:00.002+08:00

another sian week well at least i gt to take off on fridae hahaha
bt the sian part comes after that my fren sms me told me that mondae
i will be the only guy in camp while the rest will be out best of all
i gt to help out with stores and worst part i gt to take instructions frm someone lower rank than me wtf ?? sianz lah hmmm tml going out to gt some presents hahah
well at least i gt to bk in mondae meaning i gt to enjoy my weekends haha
wadever ciaoz~

tired...

2008-12-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

sianz todae 1am then reach hm -.- wah kaoz first time bk out of camp so late wtf man. beat of i slp ard 2 woke up ard 9 in the morning -.- wtf ??? auto alarm just auto wake up o.o zzzzzzzz anyways this afternoon went over to victoria concert hall fr the world youth choir closing gala cos my dear baka mei ask me go. hahha nt bad the most funny part was when the conductor when he went up stage he trip and fall O.O nt once bt twice O.O woah ppl were like giggling away. and i saw baka lmao oi baka ppl when rise their hands you like wan to rise dun wanna rise like that -.- bt it was a great performance. after that chiong all way down fr dinner. cos treating my mum to dinner its her bdae hahah and i was nearly late -.- hahah damn tired nw and here comes the sian part i need to bk in damn early tml cos im on duty wtf man this week kinda sux big time thurs fri on duty slpt only ard 2am x.x sooner or ltr really gonna strangle someone. kkz wadever ciaoz~

back to camp...

2008-12-08T13:17:00.003+08:00

hmmm todae shiok raining had a great slp haha suppose to out with frens to sentosa todae bt end up heavy rain so cancelled. luckily i overslpt o.o hahah if nt i would have woke up early and left to meet up with them -.- they sms me cancelled ard 11+ best of all we were suppose to meet at 11 lucky i overslpt if nt i will kill them o.o sianz tonight going back camp no choice tml till fridae outfield trg hopefully it does nt rain then i will be lying to myself -.- sian lah this week go outfield bound to rain de lo better bring extra set uniform liao lo kkz till nxt week ba ciaoz~

saturdae o.o

2008-12-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

well thursdae nth much just trg ending up rain the whole afternoon sianz -.- fridae ncc came to our camp fr survival trg haha all of them come in diff height and sizes o.o one kid looks like a pri6 boy and hes like 1.5 tall? and hes 15 o.o woah best was during the skinning part all of them face turn green some enjoyed it and even cheered some even gt the chance to hands on and skin themselves even the girls joined in haha bt end up they just scream all the way instead of killing the quail hahah kinda of a gd experience having conducting this prg fr ncc since we always do it fr the trainees when they come fr their course haha hmm anyways kinda tired i will just add on another post ltr on maybe? haha kkz ciaoz~

another dae..

2008-12-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

sian lah really sway ar -.- this morning my officer really call say must go back then say my leave cancel bt can go claim back as offs o.o so bo bian went to gt a haircut lo hair kinda long if like that go back bound to die fast x.x hmmm this morning also just d/l finish shaiya online its a US server side game graphic still acceptable, user interface wise hmm still need alittle gtting use to i guess. anyways just came back nt long too after going over and pass ghost her stuff haha alright nw just waiting fr that fat arse to give me a call -.- that idiot ask me dun chiong lv so fast wait fr him im only lv14 -.- haha alright kk ciaoz~

bored bored...

2008-12-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

hehhe hmmm this few daes bored nth to do rotting at hm still waiting fr my officer to call *praying hard he doesnt* seriously nth to do either psp or fiesta online or msn or manga -.- im bored dead anyways gtting a hair cut ltr kinda long if nt go back camp sure gt extra one -.- BBBBBOOOOOOOOORRRRRREEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDD x.x wadever ciaoz~

sianz 1/2...

2008-11-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

was playing fiesta online when suddenly hp ring pick up jiu sianz it was a call frm my officer sian 1/2 he say nxt week 4th may have to go back told me to be on standby -.- wa sian i on leave leh wah kaoz dunno nxt week gt wad big event lah. means i have to go gt a haircut soon nw my hair kinda long liao if go back like that sure kena screw -.- sian 1/2 lah why~ o.o shld knw i shld nt pick up hp -.- argh wadever sian liao lah ciaoz~

cant slp...

2008-11-27T01:37:00.003+08:00

alright cant slp so decided to surf ard I CANT SLP x.x tired slpy bt cant slp x.x maybe i shld try banging a wall or sth -.- ok the previous was weird and is boring i gt it i gt it hmmm cant really think of anything to write right nw either brain dead nw -.- maybe ltr in the morning kkz off to try knock myself to slp x.x ciaoz~

bored...

2008-11-26T11:55:00.002+08:00

have you ever waited one corner just waiting fr the time to come? hmmm bt at the end of the wait was sth you least expected sth you wish it will nt happen? alright im bored bt it just sth that happens every nw and then... just waiting fr the time to come... hopefully... >.< okok abit kinda eerr hmm weird here o.o kkz im off out ciaoz~

~just waiting fr time >.<

great dae...

2008-11-25T18:21:00.008+08:00

okok yesterdae went out with xiao gui went over to orchard cine to catch the chiwawa movie. haha great movie recommended to watch funny and somewad warming show *thumbs up*. after that went over to Kpool bt was full of ppl so decided to go over to vivo fr pool bt end up did nt play when we were thr cos she said very small plus no body de abit weird weird haha ok o.o

*break* *break* -.- was suppose to have sth here

so we went out to the top of vivo enjoyed the view and chatted fr an hr before moving off
fr dinner. ok heres the best part i had to drag her along to ajisen cos she ps o.o we had ramen and i whr gt swear so kua zhang at least i dont have teary eyes haha -.- im dead. well after that went out agn to catch the view haha hmmm wad a great view i guess with the lightings and *two* stars had a chat before sending her hm. hmmm wad a great dae haha thats abt all kkz ciaoz~

yesterday..

2008-11-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

alright its raining nw o.o ok abit weird wadever ok yesterday the guild (baka ghost kiyo mao steak rainbow >>> big guild no? -.-) was suppose to go escape theme park enjoy bt end up due to the SHORTAGE of thrill rides we went cycling instead we cycled to one end and end up at a playground in between i really saw a ghost fly hahah ( im gonna get haunted i knw -.-) cycled here there enjoy a moment of the sea scenery before returning the bikes AND IT RAIN o.o i guess christmas is coming and so is the raining season o.o we had fish and co. some enterterment while having lunch gays couples food fights sing song wen shi jian qing wei he wu ya ya papaya xO then ended up at downtown mall sitting in one corner chatting taking pics slacking before we finally can go outdoors and thx to BAKA walk lah one stop only -.- we enjoyed the rain hmmm some story telling no? and life goes on went walking ard white sand and the pasar malan i wonder i spelled correctly o.o accompanied ghost hm and she enjoyed a free ride on the donkey hahah well... had a long long llllllooooooonnnggggg chat with her before sending her back hahah enjoyed the chat and fun while at it alright -- the end -- thats all folks ?? haha ciaoz~

taiwan...

2008-11-21T17:23:00.006+08:00

ok here are afew of the pics i got...

ok here we are at liu fu chun translate to eng leo fu village o.o weird eh? first up....

WELCOME TO TAIWAN !! haha me and the jing gang..

christmas is coming i guess o.o cute deer >.<>

haha kids at the pony merry go rd o.o wadever xP

kong and the screaming condor?? o.o shyt head hahah

next up eeerrr.... frgt wad the hell this place was called alrdy -.- anyways its scenery is the best no way you gt to see this in sg...

and finally R&R at taipei simen ting haha ....

somehwr in simen ting o.o lost i guess xP

alright thats all fr nw still have some more coming up soon i guess o.o haha taiwans fun anyone wanna go thr? haha there are other places like taipei 101, wufen pu, siling ye shi and lots more.. ok that all fr now ciaoz~

back..

2008-11-17T12:46:00.001+08:00

yohs im back touchdown this morning ard 1am just woke up nt long long trip its gd to be back i guess had fun there took afew pics i guess its my last trip there will upload pics some time ltr i guess hmm ok back to slp i guess ciaoz~

ciaoz...

2008-10-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

hmm flying off to taiwan tonight... guess will be rotting at home till time to meet up with them at the airport... kinda sianz nt cos im flying jus dunno fr wad though... lmao wtf man... actually xcept db no one knws im flying tonight haha maybe can go mia awhile haha... ar fuck it... ciaoz...

wtf is wrong...

2008-10-25T01:35:00.003+08:00

wtf is wrong with my life man todae it seems it fell apart i dunno wtf i was doing dun even knw wth i was trying to do neither do i knw wad to do with it... it seems this feeling was as if since back then bt wtf is it back... ar fuck it this post is totally just to shoot all the fuck out yup the word FUCK keeps appearing agn and agn and agn so wad... shyt... wadever... going out fr a drink... ciaoz...

sianz..

2008-10-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

whole dae in bed staring into nth..? -.- played my psp the whole dae seriously bored WWWTTTFFF damned going back camp tonight even more sianz dunno wad to write lah just came in and stare at my screen o.o wth im gonna take a walk going nuts here ciaoz~

another week..

2008-10-18T14:26:00.002+08:00

well another week has passed.. three days of outfield haha plus bbq on the second night bt knockout soon wasnt feeling well had flu the entire day cant even walk straight even drenched under the rain... whacked 4 panadols pills bt still haven recover end up yesterday entire person wanna faint like that face kinda pale best of all was on duty wtf man... hmmm nxt week flying off to taiwan wunt be back till 3 weeks ltr gonna enjoy myself there haha afterall wunt be going there fr sometime ltr i guess... bored guess i will go slp nw... ciaoz~

yawnzzz..

2008-10-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

hmm haven been here for almost months and months o.o haven really got the time been in camp lately 'cause high key period now courses running hardly got the time to book out recently just finish course heh now medically lv1 certified to treat people o.o which i dunno what it means either -.- lets see... im flying to taiwan in two weeks time yea gonna have fun there =p oh ya SI BAKA stop spamming me.. ok i guess thats all for now till nxt time ciaoz~

2008-04-30T19:18:00.005+08:00

today had a major headache... the momet i move ard my head starts aching... end up for almost the whole day hiding in office taking short naps.. after that was a meeting which i dont understand a single shyt abt it totally zero... hmm ironman the movie is out may be catching it some time this week before taking off for taiwan... head still hurts guess i will stop here.. another short post i guess o.o ....

2008-04-29T16:49:00.003+08:00

first post here.. freaking tired just ended my course... finally military class 3 license... oh well later on when im back from taiwan then apply for civil class 3... nth much today just spamming my psp all the way and shooting rudolph the red nose baka... nth much maybe i can get afew pics while im at taiwan.. alright im too lazy to type so ciaoz~